Thursday, June 15, 2006
Curse it. Curse it all.XP trying to face my downs optimistically now. everything is wrond. true mistake. i'm not happy with how I'm classified. my mind's total mess. I grew wider. my talents were all lost. I'm at loggerheads at everybody. My mind's always not at rest. WHAT THE HELL MAN. Musicale. sucker piece of shit. A thing to find people's talent? I found out I've got no talents. happily people talk about my size thinking theirs are stick and perfect. hey, LOOK AT THE BOOBS I'VE GOT MAN. jealous. XP I can slim down. u can make your boobs grow any bigger unless..... breast enhancement and god bless it doesn't droops! SUCKER. then I can dance lorh... can't act lorh... what do I do there. sit there wait lorh. but optimisstically facing it. I must learn. learn and be best. I really told myself so. I'm gonna do it. I must. Adam Khoo must be proud of me. I'll make him feel prud of me. that way I can be a millionaire like him have books writeen by Ang Zhi Hui about how sad my life is how I face them. PUKES MAN. settle my dance and acting first. oh ya. academic most importantly. that's like cause to the damn conflicts god created to happen. I'm at loggerheads at my father. he said just 3 days ago that I changed for the worse. YO like you don't even talk to me usually how would you even understand me? looking at me grow sideways? hit the keys on the piano judge me and assess me by my results? Doubt u even know i change from what to what. TSK. mum is super nice and super angry at different tyms. damn idiot. brother. he's mute. He just don't talk. tsk. family sucks. always wish for a better one but there's nothing I can do. cause I'M A GIRL. ohkay the gender thing is from the musical script. the rest are from me. haha. I'M SO HATING LIFE NOW MAN. tsk. idiotic. idiots. idiot. oh ya before i forgot I've got to un-link someone. im leaving then. I'll see how life goes as I face the downs. *PULLS LONG FACE. CiaoO assholes and angels. all starting with "A"s somemore.
AZH at 8:10 PM