irritating.: September 2005

Friday, September 30, 2005

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waiting and waiting for my mum and dad to be home. waited like ten years, milloin years and soon after death. they seem to be never coming ): I'll just sleep first. I"m so tired. nvm i'll post just hope i can still stay up... hmmmms. i hate my irritated life. ): I think i PMS very often at hoe. bcuz oh ______ [with an "i" inbetween 2nd from back or front. choose. hehe]. shah u noe who. shhhh. i dun like her attitude. it reflects me that she's loose. but well, she's one smart ass. better than Me academically wise. but yea. i've stand it all along. why all the sudden cant. no connection. hmmms. patron's day today. church changed so much. i rmb last yr it was so damn hot. the solo first tym was nice. lost words. second tym. abt same but i dunno y first one seem to sound better. i heard from Rena. Annabelle was the singer. WOAH! so cool. harharhar. gr8 job (: silence was maitained. actions were not prohibited. harharhar. my hand kept moving everywhere. play and play and play. harharhar. tickling. whining. shooting. then laughing. OH YA! posing. harharhar. my hands just kept pasing through Yi Jing larh. harharhar. then walk back to school. was raining less than 10 minutes. we weren't allowed to play ): rrrrrgh. then school had a looooooooooong boriing recess. spent it with bee hoon, char, mer and kim + YJ the first quarter like that then still with Yi Jing and jocelyn, weilin, samantha. Sam and I went snorkelling, scuba-diving and... and... oh looking at fishes swim. harhar. but it was merely our hands harhar. then dance. got B+ gr8 job neeways YJ (: chacha not nice so boring though i can't do it well but its like repitition all the tym. RRRRRGHH. then lit. took notes and notes. then ASSEM -free- (: half of the half class was gone. left with a quarter. then chat lorh. oh ya ms.yew's new haircut was nice (: then end school suppose to go for art. kicked out (: YAY! didn't feel like going hehe. then then then. went to meet the available KKN. YJ was with me liao. TERRIBLE MAN. marianne and her kidnap me. i wailed and screamed like i was raped. yet, NOBODY SAVED ME. eh... maybe someone did. Mr.Seow after all he kicked 2C out of the lab.. harharhar. good good good. harhar. chatted for a while YJ left. then down to the 4, char, me, kim, mer. than louise, amanda, sophia, joy joined us quite awhile. blah blah blah. take notes i dun haf for lit. PLAYED IN THE RAIN! WITH KIM AND KRYSTAL! (: so scared kena caught. was scolded by a teacher. aiyo forget his name ): science one larh. botak in the middle one. harhar he asked what we were doing. we didn't answer he didn't bother to ask too. it was obvious actually. we were playing what then. harhar. so scared francis and sng catch harhar. when hiding everywhere. harhar.. but rain was so heavy and puddles were so fun (: hehehehehe.
[[just receive call from mum, finally arrive at the airport. 11:41pm. WOAH!!]]
then elisa arh. warh lau chop u up larh. u called me. then with house phone i tot mum and dad arrive home and wonder why i'm still not back. haiyo. rushed like mad. then i sms elisa to ask my parents home rdy izit. then she say she was the one who called. aiyo moron larh. oh yarh. thanks kim for the cookie (: . forgot. hehehe. and on the way larh. thanks elisa for the mudpie (: . yummilicious food. maid cooked curry somemore WOAH! reminded me of the compo i wrote for SA2 commenting on an imaginery mother who cooks curry badly when my mums best at it. and the imaginery mother best at cooking oyster omelette when my mother dun even know how to cook it. she never seem to cook oyster b4. haiyoyo. okay out of point. so elisa was bored. she wanted to date me. harharhar. okay lorh. went home to meet her took a bath. then we zoomed out (: NYDC! hehehe. went to shop around for awhile too. Levi's display "Princess" belt was nice. irritatingly on display not for sales. irritating pool of urine. then cudn't find the clothes i wanted. i wanted jersey like stuff. then just slip in one then walk out of the house can liao. haiyo. i just rmb my body too short, may look weird. haiya bu zhi dao larh. dun care. first of all is bag (: MWAHARHAR. mudpie mudpie was nice. e=mc2 drink ain't superbly good larh. in fact not so good too. haiyo dunno larh. didn't like it. so weird. rawh! sprite and choco milkshake oh my goodness. what was i drinking man. the table next was crazy the cup was as tall was the length of my face. harhar the ice-cream floated in the middle, cream on top with colourful sprinkle and cherry. at the bottom is strawberry. looked good. too full by the mudpie. I FOUND NEW LOVE! NYDC! harhar . then elisa needed to withdraw $$, went Centrepoint. levi's needed staff. gonna call up tmr(: hehehe. now too late larh. ltr wake ppl up wah bad 1st impression liao, inconsiderate. no no. then home. shah wanted to conference but kim was in bad mood and didnt give a reply. so harhar. didn't i pissed shah on the phone again. she cant stand me sooner or later. the way i PMS at her. harhar. okay end of day. waiting for parents still. shall brush teeth firsst and get the ctct lens off. OH YAH! so sad u noe my new new new ctct lens dried up. i dunno why ): so heart pain. i didn't expect it to turn to foam ): okay shhhush. nighty night. (:

AZH at 11:18 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

HAHAHAHA.

I realise now. my blog if ever rated, it will not be NC-16 it will be PG but it's bad for the kids. discriminations everywheree. I MUST STOP. *nod my head* I thought again. BUT I REALLY CAN'T STAND IT SOMETYMS but to blabber everything out. and stupidly on this blog. harharhar. should just take a piece of paper out and scribble like lyanne. not scribble, doodle. hehehe. okay. today was a happy day.[like children entry like that. harhar] although mer didn't come to school, i met her. hehehehe. lessons were okay. i'm less affected by ... nvm. leave it alone. went to gym. harharhar. didn't get to try threadmill ): the one YJ, Shah and I took was not working. dunno why. if it's spoilt arh. the school must have bought some 2nd hand stuff man. harharhar. I STILL CAN'T DO MY SELF-REVISION LARH! irritating pool of urine. hehehe. no larh. is irritating piece of shit. all KKN members have said that line b4 i think. hehe. came from mer. then i dunno who larh. but now the whole group say it before. hehe. okay then. Charlene made heart-shape peanut butter bread. harharhar. so cute. and big. so much so i cant swallow it in a big bite. i didn't wanna break the heart u c. but it didn't work. i sogged the bread, but my tongue was too dry. cannot swallow. CME then chinese then science. hmmmms. then school end. then went town with kim and charlene. hehehehe. met mer na bian. while having lunch at long john's silver. ordered wrong thing. i wanted the normal fish and chip. the cheap one then accidentally ordered the other type one. haiyo. then wasted a fish. ate it's tail only then i threw it away. harharhar. mer scolded me ): she say i waste food. =.= mei shi zuo den scold us ): kim and char didn't finish their food too. harharhar. siaOo one larh she. then we.... TOOK NEO! hehehehe. (: i like i like. then did a small shopping. then went galilee and friends [cafe] to study. yea man, "study". i tried to study again. i cudn't kim is not effective as a study partner anymore. harharhar. being asked to study by her became a joke. harhar. either i tell her "STUDY larh." then she say "Ok lorh" or some other things. defeating me. or she tells me "STUDY LARH!" then i go laughing or sad face. harharhar. so in the end after hours at galilee and friends i learnt that.
"Pollution is the introduction of substances in the environment that is harmful or damaging to both living and non-living things.
Causes:
- non-living things,
natural disasters and volcanic eruption or volcano.
- living things,
Agriculture: use of pesticides and fertilisers.
Industrial: Wrong way of disposal of chemicals.
[sth sth, i forgot]: sewage and... i forgot.
then, i forgot liao."
, she..... she.... CHANGED HER HANDWRITING! hmmmm. harharhar. lyanne went home. YJ cudn't go. she only can go hf. sorry. didn't tell u where we were gg. then u didn't tell that. and u dun wanna bluff him. Marcella must not come. Shahilia... somehow she went home FIRST. dunno why. lyanne. had to gotook HOURS LEH. haiyo. playing and laughing and reading kim's story. kayden = kim + hayden. harhar. okay. then. mer scoops soup like witch preparing children's blood to drink. hehehe. fake larh. no children's blood thing just stir like cartoon witch. Kim's eyes is a big line. Charlene. her father came to pick her home. then everything in town happen. then kim went to my house to wait for somebody to pick her home. supposedly her mom, in the end a driver. so she hung around my house like... hmmmms. half an hour like dat. no longer. i started posting after she left. and i started at 7:41. reached home at like.... 6:45. WAH ALMOST ONE HOUR! harharhar. all we did was not study and play piano. then her nose bled ): gave her tissue. wanted to use the comp but it start up too slowly. then she had to go for the driver arrive liao. then typing here lorh. oh yarh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY. (:

AZH at 7:41 PM

Monday, September 26, 2005

hmmmmmpf! the rain came at the wrong tym and it ended already. ):
never mind hehs. today was another funny day. got Home Econs. so whose gonna bring the fun? CHUA SI HUI! shen jing bing. dm Zuraida splitted us. it was actually clockwise direction on the table, Kim, Me, Lyanne, Si Hui. hehehehe. then Zu splitted us, weo talked too much. lyanne at the front, kim at the back. Si Hui and i remain but not sitting next to each other haheho haheho. (sounds like monkey) hehehehe. siaOo one leh. that Chua Si Hui sekali wad indian accent. so i play with her lorh. she went "yuan de bu na, fang de na" then i went doing the hand hand thing and the head head thing. put together become... VERY FUNNY. harharhar. like siao char bo like dat. Si Hui and I laughed like crazy bananas. harharharhar. lyanne fell asleep. cudnt see wad kim was doing. harharhar. Zu sat infront of her suddenly. harharhar. after my hand hand and head head, Si Hui went "roti prata" harharhar. siaOo. OH YA! OH YA! we stole Mrs.Chu's skittles. hehehe. from the fridge XD. harharharhar so funny. stealing again and again. Lyanne, Kim and Si Hui are my accomplice. XD wonder what we steal next week. harhar. CHICKEN OKAY! harharhar XD siao siao siao... oh ya to young ones out there, dun steal steal arh. it's not good. mwaharhar. english paper was okay lorh (: results not out. can't say a thing mah. just wish results will be held back. BUT NO! if lyanne improves she gets her 1500. okay then results come faster pls. hehehe. then stayback for lit. wah haiyo. i was told by someone.
people insulted us vulgarly AGAIN. i dunno larh. i give up. i dun wanna get affected. it's their problem to choose to live a life full of hatred. getting pissed for nothing, i'm shortening my life. i'll stop doing that. it's stupid.

AZH at 5:55 PM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

:D

summarise it okay (:


LOVES <3
-parents away.
-new paul frank wallet
-KKN still brighten my days
-i found out i really matured through the years.
-ANGEL SPENT A DAY WITH ME!
-met her up for lunch, had snow ice!!! (:
-took neos with her!!! (:
-came to my house. spent HOURS chatting (:
-FINALLY FOUND A BAG I LOVE.
-my piano teacher is so sweet. just that she treats me like a kid.
hehehe.

KKN ANNIVERSARY TOMORROW!

HATES ):
-currently bankrupt ): cannot buy bag yet.
-english paper tomorrow. ):
-sending people home ):
-boredom
-STILL BANKRUPCY!!!
-I dun have the mental strenght to study.
[suppose to study with Zhi Xian]
-GOSSIPS AND RUMOURS i've heard



sometyms i wonder man. why is the world so unfair.
rrrrrgh. i cant have things my way. either i get to do it but others are against it. that's not the "way" i want man. what i want wud be able to do wad i want with agreements.

FOOL.

AZH at 7:36 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

death.

I feel dead, torturousely, ruthlessly murdered by my parents with their bare words. Nobody stops them neither do they help me solve them. u know why? their secret weapon have no DNAs. it's so irritating i just dunno why they make me suffer and have me make them suffer back. they are torturing themselves. they hate me talking BACK to them. i dun like it too. i must think so much give u stupid answers and when I think too deep. I realise things. like U DUN TRUST ME AT ALL. i might as well just runaway lead life my own way. I just dun haf the money. I terribly sound like i use u for money. aren't u hurt. i won't if u wud just give me life i want. what life do u give me. let me write down wat u said.
U. " Exams starting soon, so fast, u better start studying, when i'm overseas dun come home too late I'll check with kakak(my maid)."
ME. "Study in school can?"
U. " Can. as long as u study. sure."
" Dun go out everyday arh i tell you better come home."
ME. "BUT I WAS STUDYING!"
U. "dun lie to me, u sure chat one."
ME. "Do u want me to bring a camera there. record everything we do? if u want can."
U. "I WARN U ARH. BETTER NOT TALK BACK TO ME LIKE THAT."


wahlau speechless fine larh. loser loser loser. it's damn irritatin THAT ALONE. simply doesn't show u trust. if u do fine. why can't u just entrust me to study with my friends. it's the environment for me. i have nth to say but from what i see. i must say education was real bad in your generation. i told u the reason why. i need someone to push me. U ASK ME WHY DO U NEED SOMEONE TO DO THAT. U LAZY BONE RIGHT. i said ya, i am. u said. DUN TALK BACK TO ME. AGAIN. u make me feel so... so... so... clever yet guilty. i dunno wad to say about u. it's not i need to be motivated. I AM NOT THE STUDY MATERIAL. i probably tell u a hundred tyms of that. u will shot me with trillion bullets of words. i won't die. I'll die terribly. I HATE THIS FAMILY! I HATE IT LIKE HELL. even dad thought wad my mom thinks. he as well thought my friends were wrong, now he thinks so too that i will flunk my exam. IT'S UP TO YOU HOW U WANT LIFE UR WAY. i chose mine already. and i think i would just be roaming about aimlessly. i dun care anymore.

but because u r my parents. i have to be a loser. i still have to say sorry. FINE!






the day was so beautiful yet ruined. thanks alooooot man.

AZH at 10:11 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005



(: i like that teddy bear! harharhar. fine lame lame lame. i dun love that bear like crazy or anything. i just wanna upload a picture on blog. harhar. MORON! hehehehe. FULL KKN! but Mer was sick thereafter and went home soon after art. (: get well soon sweety. hope to see u ming tian not qing tian. harharhar. sniff sniff. wah suddenly runny nose. hmmmmms. feelso clever today. (: studied 1 chapter of science, 1 chapter of chinese AND I DID MY MATHS HOMEWORK! hehehehe. thanks to Kimberly, she me to study (: harharhar. now i'm free at home. i want to study geog, but... i dun haf my book (: hehehehe. okay fine fine fine. so charlene grafittied my hand (:

"i love my sweet -sugar" (:

i love u too sugar!

hehehehehe. listening to "NOD YOUR HEAD!" and nodding my head (: hmmms. so today this bright early morning during assembly lyanne leaned on me, never stand up, harharhar. Mr. Sng caught us, lectured the class. Oops. harharhar. my nose is irrtitating. harhar. so lyanne have been sleeping during PC, and she said chinese too. harhar. she siaOo de leh. chinese... okay larh. nth much happened. then after chinese... is... erm... erm... science hehehehe. lesson was okay. YJ really very uncomfy. maths was damn farnie. i was thinking of bio. harhar. XD shan't elaborate it's sick. then recess! FISHY! i realised i spend too much money liao today. dunno why leh. i didn't buy a lot of food but alot of money gone. is it stolen? spent? or dropped? i dun think i spent it... okay i'll figure out and give an answer tomorrow. IF I REMEMBER! (: then it was art, registering people for the scanning thing and taking attendence was fun. socializing was best. mwaharharhar. then english. took photos with lyanne and scribbled "$1500" EVERYWHERE on her paper. harhar. with two underlines somemore harhar. we are shen jing bings. then maths. chatted with YJ blah blah blah. like crazy like dat. mwaharharhar. then END SCHOOL! Marcella as usual cannot stay back, Shahilia wanted to go with her but somehow she returned harhar. siaOo one leh. and her lame excuse, cause Marcella not taking taxi home. even so she can't hitch ride larh. their houses are different direction. rise taxi fare er yi larh. then she came back to self-study with Kimberlyanne, Charlene and me. Yi Jing's off for red cross. mer's home marh. we siao one leh. all sort of rubbish. took me so long to finish my maths. harhar. like ten years, no larh exaggeration. harhar. but we got study kae, not simply socializing. hehehehe. we were fruity somemore. oh yah Shahilia left the first in the end. sarcastically "YAY!" XD harhar. then 4.30 like dat Lyanne left, 1/2 an hour later it was me with Pui Yee. after lyanne left i cudn't study leh. kim had to open the book for me. hehehehe. LAO SHI ZAO! harharhar XD shen jing bing one leh me. toking to myself. then then then. study for a while lerh. prisciala and piyo piyo joined. harharhar. then piyo piyo and i left. then I LEFT MY PHONE! went back to school after i reach the bus stop then kimberly return to me then i cry. harhar. she went "bu yao ku" harharhar i not really cry larh. the fake one. harharhar. as in sound only. ming bai mah? yarh. then i hui jia. (: smsed charlene to be not lonely harhar. xie xie ni.

marcella became my Kat, harhar i'm her kit. WE ARE KIT KAT! woo-hoo! harharhar XD

AZH at 8:14 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

OKIE DOH!

SO! i'm still devoted to my... hmmmm... my.. AMBITION! yarh. i wanna be a fire fighter. fight the fires with my water. harhar. LAME LAME LAME. bu ti still persist on being a FIREFIGHTER! hot anot? harharhar XD . sssssssss.ssssss.ssssssssssssssizzzzle. poof! the fires gone! Zhi Hui saves the day. WOAH! harharhar. being hero. nono. okay HAD HOME ECONS AGAIN! stayback got damn stressed up the last half hour like dat. MRS.CHU WAS REALLY IRRITATING! i'm moron-ing away the whole tym. firstly thanks to her attitude and being influenced be charlene. harharhar.okay. banana ice-cream's nice. SO OUT OF POINT! so blah. school was.. hmmms hmmms. boring larh actually. marcella din't come ): CHARLENE CAME! earlier than me! (: Shahilia cheat my feelings she said she bought chocolate for us... but she din't. harharhar. Yi Jing. discussing about her whole project about the holiday. YI JING YI JING PLEASE... i wanna work at yoshi. kimberly! wanna join? hehehehehe. so. Yi Jing and I. shopping, FISH AND CO. sky high and WORKING TO GETHER! (: look forward to the holidays. i hope i can on the way shed TEN POUNDS XD ! hehehehe. so impossible for people like me. at least i have a goal. (: grins. but it seems. aimless.. haiya. dun think so far larh. achieve my academics first. i still dunno what class i wanna go.. ): i dun mind the less scientific one. harhar. i dun score well in that... somehow i dunno y ): hmmms. okay...
BOY ARH! Why u cry again arh. rrrrrrghh and angel arh! must smile okay!!! okay!!!
harhar. no sense it's not like one line can change anything it still depends on one's thoughts. (: but you only have one life, cherish it. make it happy or sad. it's all up to you. harhar. but not that bad larh. the day was fun again! harhar. darling and I were chatting and sewing, complaining and laughing. all sorts of crap. sorry to keep u 2 waiting for me. harhar. i was so stressed. hehehe. then after that got some drinks at the canteen but kimberlyanne ate ice cream in the end. harharhar. and drink yarh. then we studied. we so studied. my science workbook graffitied. lyanne pushed my hand constantly! haiyo. then kimberly also. WAH! SHE TOOK MY BOOK AND ANYHOW SCRIBBLE ARH! haiyo. she kept saying i was irritiating >.<>.<

AZH at 8:42 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

HAPPY DAY!

I LOVE TODAY! harharhar. so happy today. hehehehehe. so it was a normal day in school again. Charlene's missing ): She overslept i think. sigh.. today sho happy! harharhar.
CHINESE
during chinese weather was so good. it was before rain that's why the weather was so good. harharhar. yarh thenn my energy level was brought up. what more the place i sit oso very good. can feel the weather very well. i kept bugging marcella harharhar. i kept repeeating to her "Weather so cooling." like dunno how many zillion trillion tyms. harharhar. she went "ze" i duno how to spell the sound larh. is the one every parents hate us to do. harharhar. u want to know the sound just tell me. MAGIC WORD: what's that sound ur blog write one. like that okay liao.. i will "ze" harhari think Si Hui and kimberlyanne knows.
geography
harhar.. then geog. expected it to be boring. was quite but okay larh. kim asked me to sit at annabelle's place. harhar. then we exchange gun bullets. harharhar. then it was boring liao. cuz never talk. then THE RAIN STARTED! 1/2 of KKN siaOo liaOo. first, Yi Jing. i starred at her then she did the finger hand thing to signal it's raining with her damn bright smiley face. harharhar. then kimberly, harhar sitting almost next to me so she called me. "ZHI HUI!" i turn and face her. then she said it's raining and we can play in the rain! YEA! then lastly Shahilia. she did the finger hand thing too. harharhar. then the lesson ended. FINALLY. harhar. Ms.Ng aka Mrs... sth.... was nice. She let us off 5 minutes early.
RECESS! AND HOME ECONOMICS
hehehehehe. can eat earlier, less queue, finish earlier. PLAY MORE IN THE RAIN! WEEEEEE! hehehehehehehehe. so the whole KKN but Charlene :( all ate. all green plate. harharhar. almost all chicken rice but the couple zhi hui and yi jing. harharhar. we ate CHICKEN BRIYANI! then Lyanne wanted to eat. she told her father ready i guess. harharhar. then Home Ed. [i wanna play more in the rain! I WANT I WANT I WANT!] [abt H.E.]Supposedly to be bad and real bad. harhar. lyanne was damn farnie. she was like complaining and complaining. WORSE than broken recorder. all she said was "Mrs.Chu very irritating, irritating, irritating, irrtating." harharharhar XD so retarded larh. she was going on and on like... like... like... like the water running out of a broken dam. harharhar. then kim, Si Hui, me laugh like siaOo all the way. until she stop. harharhar i still cudn't stop. harharhar. then all the jokes came in by Chua Si Hui. like MAMAYA! harharhar. so many, I was laughing like crazie. farniest was talking about Mrs. Chu receiving her retribution. WE STOLE CLOTH. harharhar. the so pressable cloth. harharhar. XD Kim and i was blocking Mrs.Chu's view. then she couldn't see. no in fact she didn't lift up her head to see. then Si Hui did the stealing. harharhar XD. [we weren't stealing actually she was just stingy. it was meant for us from Mdm Lim.] she practically took out one small chunk harharhar. kim wanted black i wanted orange. i didn't know wat Si Hui wanted. maybe revenge and yar larh. cloth. harhar. but Si Hui didn't hear me of all colours she took she didn't take orange rrrrgh. harhar. lucky annabelle have. harharhar. they say my project was too baby. i dunno larh. harhar. presentable is good. we stole and she didn't know. harharharharhar! XD. oh my. so blind then blah blah blah blah. we almost sneak out of class. but was stopped. rrrrgh. harharhar. lucky much didn't happen. (: then we waited for the next half of the class which is like the first tym. normally we are let off later than them. then they hid Yiwen's bag harhar. but Yiwen saw it. harhar. then KKN okay lerh. we went up by NUTS and 4/6of KND seperate. they were at locker. then Si Hui and Yiwen also followed the others though. NUTS went up first harhar. the others at locker.
ENGLISH THEN BLAH (:
then Ms.Yew, nagging away again. so Lyanne and i played. we were siaOo. seducing and all. so crazie! then Lyanne slept. I did her marking. so nice. harhar. then finally, school ended (: so sweet the 2 lovebirds were back. they were too suspicious. harhar. dating rgt after school already. hehehehe. and i forgot to tell Yi Jing goodbye which i did in the end larh. harhar. sry mer din't go HF hehehehe. then i go home. mum was happy to see me back so early. harhar. then i shared my whole story with Elisa my roommate. OH YA! then on the long walkk home, i was laughing to myself. harharhar. drinking and laughing really like a drunk but not beer larh. Passion Fruit hehehehe. i was laughing at all the jokes. too high liao. then i thought of one that was told by my mom's friend in fact my besties' mother. harhar. we were on the way to somewhere larh in the car. then we saw this rather old woman in her late 40s like that wearing all mismatched clothes. then she say "Wah this woman arh, no mirrors at home." HARHARHAR. so mean but so true. harharhar. may not sound farnie larh. but on the scene itself it was harharhar.

I'm so happy everything was so fine, (:
-the lovebirds are back.
-so are the pair of besties.
-babyboy wasn't hurt. and didn't frown much hope she is really happy.
WEEHEE!

AZH at 3:16 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

reason out

harhar. few days ago was the march of the penguin movie. cute cute, evil evil, fun fun, sad sad.
so much like a 4 season thing. harharhar
cute, the penguins were cute.
evil, some died.
fun, my friends were there. (:
sad, not 2 but 3 friends of mine were sad ):.
smiles the three of u.
-thanks for the rose.
-thanks for the trust.
-thanks for sitting in the front in the cab XD. harhar
but two problems are solved. life is even easier. i was sandwiched.
not again (:
the last one there. dun be upset, the world is sho hopeful. ni zhi dao ma?
bu yao ku le. hai you bei dao ge hen tong.. pain pain.
hmmmms. i'll just let the world evolve. problems tend to crop up.
my parents are getting strict on me.. and i have to say too.
lyanne ye bu ke yi ku... it's not good besides having free eye wash.
but the sadness applied for the wash not worth larh. wanna cry also tears of joy mah. smiles smiles okay.


<3>

AZH at 5:04 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

HMMMMPF!

feel so... so.... i dunno its just frustrations... OVER NOTHING. dunno why so mixed up now. sigh. too bored maybe. so, sitting in front of my "BEAUTIFUL COMPUTER" killing mosquitos, listening to music what else can i do? BLOG. (: harharhar. hellos! *waves (: warh. 2nd day of school. KKN... hmmmms. still that darling. we just didn't had lunch together today. speakes of that. YEA! FAMOUS AMOS IS COMING! hehehehehe. my roommates darliing too. harhar. okay lessons and lessons today P.E. somehow i realise. Mr.Francis is pressurizing. with him around, everything I do is so...... scary.. he's so creepy larh. standing there judging my volleyball basic juggle. i could just die can. practices were better. i actually hit my face in front of him on my FIRST try. FIRST LEH! aiyo. so malu. might as well die. i want a 5 point. harhar. though i'm not born athletic i wanna be good at something. my NAPFA, i didn't push myself, happily passed heng heng with bronze when i got.. hmmms. gold? last year. haiya i forgot larh. cookies are distracting u noe. YUM! BUTTERSCOTCH! harharhar. fine. back to where i was. no nevermind is after that... i wanna talk about... hmmmmms. RAIN! it rained during geog.. (: and it was recess soon. but guess wad the rain ended like TEN MINUTES LATER! oh my! might as well not rain. harhar. so didn't get drenched. but on the way to class when recess was ending KKN was kicking puddles. harhar. WAH! SHAHILIA GOT POWERFUL KICKS MAN! harhar. i sort of started it. i kick to shah. then she hold me. AIYO! I ALMOST SLAPPED HER WHEN I SWING MY HAND luckie stop siah. harharhar. i dunno wad was wrong man. then kickings everywhere. kenna counterattack. shah and YJ attacked me for awhile. then later Kim and lyanne attack shah. then left with one enemy. harhar. SO! WHOSE THE ULTIMATE WINNER! none (: harharhar. but still, shah was powerful. cuckoo. harhar. then lessons lessons... then lunch with YJ helped Red cross chreograph dance steps for 1,2 step. harhar. on the way went honey site. WOAH! SO HOT!!!! then typing here lorh. took a bus home.

frustrations i may be over.
-my electronics are all haywire, first my hp now my comp. WARH! destined to study.
-mum's nags are irritating! rrrrrrgh. she PRACTICALLY KICK ME OUT OF MY ROOM. THANKS TO HER LOVELY FRIENDS MAN. i can't even go in my room and study when my mum allowed the other tym and this morning! SHE SAY "MUST STUDY THERE ARH. HERE ALSO GOT TABLE WAD. DON'T STUDY THERE." then i said but last tym u say can study there wat. she replied "I NEVER SAID U CANNOT STUDY THERE RIGHT I SAY HERE ALSO GOT TABLE." whalao. like i got short short short term memory like that, can't remember wad she said 1 minute ago. wahlau. then like that lorh ride to school was infuriationg. RRRRRGH. even my dad scold me. "EVERYDAY TAKING YOUR OWN SWEET TYM." haiyo. dun like me say larh.

AZH at 5:37 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

hmmmmmmmmmpf, school today was hmm hmm okay. the best part are those with KKN and early in the morning i was teasing Lyanne and Kim called me Ben Dan. harharhar. blah.. then lessons.RECESS! with KKN (: heehehe. then again lessons. THEN LUNCH! WITH KKN! ate abit too unsuitable recess. the curry gravy wasn't very nice. abit not suitable for my tummy today. not only me, shah too!. so we had sundae (: harbour there. Marcella cannot come again. as always. but tmr she may be able... but mer and char going town. so i dno. then YJ having CCA. Tall Tall didn't come today. OH YARH! MARCELLA'S NOT XIAO MEI MEI LERH! SHE'S XIAO MEI PO! (matchmaker) harhar. it's just for the fun of it. dun think she will be a good hupa matchmaker >.< harhar. then cabbed home. Uncle drove wrong direction. harhar. and also traffic jam at River Valley. Explosion of van. on fire, then fares rose. WARH! reach my home 9.20 normally only 5 the most. hmmmmpf.

BLOODY HELL LARH!!! MY PHONE SCREWED!!! :'( no hope of conference not even bubbling kim and lyanne!!! WAHARHARHARHAR. NO!!!!!! I WANNA DIE... u know it and i know that's fake [about dying]. I WANNA DIE! I WANNA DIE! harharharhar. my phone! my darling! please revive.

AZH at 5:49 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

lyanne lyanne

mwaharharharhar. Lyanne's slow and retarded. harharhar. first, she realise that i sent her a bubble message... like... hmmms... OH MY! 22 HOURS LATER! lyanne... was that a purpose *stares* hehehehehehe. then... then... then... the first bubble she sent was okay... I replied said goodnight... then she replied... GUESS WAD! SHE DIDN'T SAY GOODNIGHT! SHE SAID.... SAID... said... said.... "hello Ben Dan! Oh Shhh" harharhar. that tym i off my phone so i didn't know. but i couldn't sleep. so i on it again. HARHARHAR then i heard it with another 1 bubble message and 1 sms. the bubble message was SO LOUD! haiyo it was blasting my ear. harharhar. Lyanne was damn sorry and i think ashamed. harharhar. it's okay lyanne... i couldn't heear a thing except a long interval of loud noise i only heard erm.... wait i hear again okay... the clearest part was "good night zhi hui, see u tomorrow" harharhar then i read the sms she sent then i understood wad she was saying. harharhar. LYANNE BIG BLOCKHEAD! harharhar. i couldn't sleep at that tym but also a bit restless.. then she made me laugh. haiyo energy all back. in the end i started figuring out dance moves. I MADE ONE HAND ACTIONS! WOO-HOO! imagine how stupid. a person lying down on the bed and the hands moving. harharhar. yarh and on the way bubbled Lyanne. hehehe. LYANNE! harharhar indeed very silly. harharhar.

AZH at 12:51 AM

Friday, September 09, 2005

so it's everlasting love (:


wee! went through blogs and blogs of the KKN. harhar. somehow charlene, Kim berly and I seem to be psychic, i've been thinking to post comments on individual then... BOOM! I see them on their blogs (: hehehe. they're all so sweet and sugarish! Love them loads.

Xiao Ping Gai! hehehe. She makes me scratch whenever she's with Juli, harharhar. but she's nice and funny. she's always laughing at me and she tries new stuffs with me!... LIKE THE BUBBLE MESSAGES! my bubble message inbox is flooded with hers. harharhar. all the nonsensical blop blop blop, shh shh shh-it. harharharhar. U ARE SO CRAZY! harharhar. the most u send me a bubble message and start giggling and laughing, i'll go high with u! YEA! hehehe. wo ai ni! (:

Xiao Chui Niu! YOU ARE VERY TALL! tall tall harharhar. very self-entertained but because u are, that makes u funny. harharhar. WE LOVE LITTLE BOYS! harharhar. they are our ideal husbands. harharharhar. let's boy watch again some other day. hehehe. that McD boy boy so cute!!!! then u must improve your photography skills. "Nod my head" hmmmmm. je't aime! (:

Xiao Ling Sheng! hehehehehe. i love your camera and somehow u make me thinks of cows. i forgot how i forgot why. I'm so happy we tossed the past and we're back in a happy big clique! hehehehehe. U may be slow, but at least u learn, i'll teach you patiently hehehehe. don't worry, be happy (: hehehehehe. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ i love you! (:

Xiao Yan Yan! hehehehe. Yan Yan huahuahua. you are very sweet. hehehehe. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. harharhar. i dunno wad to say so i'm laughing. harharharharhar. dun hurt yourself anymore, i still wanna dance with u. i dun wanna hurt u while dancing and i like to dance sway with u! hmmmms. and thankiew for being so sweet to chomp my biscuits. (: Peace out man! hehehe. oh, don't make me shy. hehehehe. TI AMO! (:

XIAO LE! wee-hee! we are training u to be protective and fight against robbers. but results shown u hadn't improve and, sigh... u deproved ): BUCK UP MAN! I'LL ROB U MORE! harharhar. i still wont tell u how it got around. harharhar. We need to be richer and go missing everyday. mwaharharharhar. i want a new haircut ): hehehe. but i have to grow my fringe. INTERESTING? :D Mein Tumse Pyar Karta Hoon! (:

Xiao Mei Mei! hehehehe. are u younger than me... YES! U R! ah-harharhar. wah lau. u very weak leh. must be more tonic-sized. harhar. get stronger, healthier. then we can spend more tym together. hehehehe. smilie smiley smilies! hehehehehehehe. eeeehehehehehe. kekekeke. Come back faster. okay? hehehehehehehe. Ich liebe Dich! (:

Xiao Jing Shen! weehee! you're the nicest. hehehehe. We've been sticking ard for ages. harharhar. i think we have the same taste, same opinion. practically same mind. WOAH! wee-hee! i'm sorry i haven't gone to Marina Square with you nor the Fish & Co. hehehe. thankiew for waiting. harhar. WE MUST GO ONE DAY! i haven't seen my Stella McCartney yet =.= haiyo. I THINK WE CAN MAKE IT OUT AS BEST SHOPPING PARTNERS! (: hehehe. Kimi o ai shiteru! (:

AZH at 11:11 AM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

sho yesterday

hmmms. yesterday was once again sweet. i participated again in robbing Shahilia. harharhar. Took her belt, her hairtie, her wallet, WOO HOO! babyboy did the others. harharhar. OH YA! realise it's a triplet thing. harharhar. babyboy took away her specs, phone, credit card. WOAH! hehehehe. YJ couldn't stay long. She doesn't want her mother to know she have been going out these days. hmmmms. so yea. she touched down on harbour and went. haiz. Marcella didn't come to school. ): sho... haiz... then dine lerh. i went to met sylvia hehe. and her friends. at cine there. met alot of theresians. i dunno their names harharhar. i only noe... Ruth, stephanie, michelle, Emelia, Si Hui, Amelia... then i dunno the name liao...
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AZH at 7:06 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

mummy! i love u!

weee! changed blogskin (:
my lurves now,
KKN,
Fresh fruit Fondue,
strawberry with chocolate,
mango with chocolate,
kiwi with chocolate,
BANANA with chocolate,
marshmallows with chocolate,
my blog,
honey,
(:
EVERYBODY!
i like, i like, i like.. .........
BLACK SUITS COMING!
i like everything (:

wee! part of KKN came over to my house today after english oral, we
watched Honey, they got me to steal steps. stole. mwaharharhar. but haven't out it in together. harharhar. i choreographed All Stars already. Black Suits coming.. i dunno how long the part is. but shd be almost there (: now the real christmas songs, Jingle Bell Rock, All I want for christmas blah... hmmms. they are too slow to dance ): so sad.. then Ms.Queenie said its for christmas... she cannot be trusted because she may use the excuse of performing for the school on christmas pageant to push us to do better... but i dunno. i dun like those types of teachers. because of that we have alot of christmas song. yucks! i realise they may be nice to sing, not dance. so slow the beat. still my black suits coming is good. (: THUMBS UP! Haven't seen Marcella since the beginning of holiday. sigh.neither did the rest of KKN oh my! not even shahilia. sho sad... haiz.. Shahilia is burning thses days, she's too easy to be robbed. harharharhar. even i participate harharhar. but she can be irritating too but luckily not all the tym. just sometyms, not often quite seldom but not rare. harhararharharhar. wee! new names!
#1 Lyanne = Xiao Ping Gai (:
#2 Melissa = Xiao Chui Niu (:
#3 Kimberly = Xiao Yan Yan (:
#4 Charlene = Xiao Ling Sheng
Donut, Shahilia = XIAO LE! (:
Hazelnut, Zhi Hui = Xiao Bu Hui (:
Macademia Nut, Marcella = Xiao Mei Mei (: *I think
Walnut, Yi Jing = Xiao Jing Shen (:
thanks to founder... SYLVIA! harharhar. Lyanne, Kimberly, Charlene, Shahilia, Yi Jing came to my house. Sylvia forgot, she called me Xiao Hui. I screamed dun call me that and ran out. then harharhar. the "Xiao Xiao Xiao" thing started. harharhar. using our chinese name. hehehehe. Shahilia dun have so we just take the lia as le. so is XIAO LE! harharharhar. zhe yang na yang lorh. hehehe. Lyanne was playing with my rolling chair. harharhar. SHE DIDN'T ROLL OVER MY TOES! weee! harharharhar. I lift up my leg in tym. harharharharhar. mwaharharharhar. KKN are good monsters. the donuts my relative or friends bring over because my mother thinks i like it and had them bring it everytym. but i end up not being the one eating it. i always feared there would be too much so much that it had to be thrown. BUT KKN FINISHED THEM ALL! LEFT WITH 2! (: hehehehehe. finish larh when night fell. i took the last one. *Snorks* harharhar. feel so piggish. have been eating alot these days. harharharhar. shhhhh! (:
I love the neos we took! (:

AZH at 9:20 PM