Saturday, July 02, 2005
A day to be remembered
hahs. today... 1st July...
SYF performance for the school. though rather upset abt Bronze result... but nth can b done even if i die. hahaha. all we have to do, try my best the nexttym. help out in the backstage or something... i dunno.. I guess from the performance it was cool man. I learnt that only theresians get jokes theresians crack. stupig.. somehow i dunno why compared to the SYF day the audience was silence... it's not that there's only the judges that's y maybe we didn't hear them.. there were audiences, performers of other school. and they were like bloody hell cold. I tot our jokes were difficult to catch.. still.. a day to remember. today, I feel more satisfied with what i contributed in the play.. though my role ain't some major be nor a comedic character. Though i did put my best in both days today and SYF i'm more satisfied today leh.. i felt i was more... expressionful... i dunno how to say lah... well... good for ELDDS many loved our production.. hahaha. oh yea.. although they won't read this i must say. Pa, Ma, thanks for coming to support me. =D hehehehe. yea. we had a short snack ltr. together with the councilors and performers. wooosh! the food finished quite fast. heh. Satay and I forgot wad its called already must ask edlyn. but its the like "xiao long pao" thing the shape small small then the skin white and can c thru one.. just that inside no gravy only prawns. hhehehehe.. hearty snack.. all were glad for the grt comments. OH! AND MRS.CHAN CAME! she turned fair-rer. hahaha. and she's pregnant. wah. i think she change school got more tym. hahaha. awys. the tym after wasnt that good. when i went out with my mother i somehow felt that I couldn't cry. I couldn't it was too difficult for me to. I'm not strong, I'm weak. I wanna cry, I can't. I can't because everything just happens at the wrong tym. yes.when i get angry i can cry. Im petty. I know. esp with my mother i'm burning all tyms. but everytym i argue with them i go weak. i want to cry i can't i need someone to give me the courage to cry. I can't cry.AZH at 11:47 AM