Saturday, July 30, 2005
saturday
hehs. spent the day happily. not meaningfully but preciouslly. haha. yea. todays sat had piano lesson of cuz. haha. 2 hr long!!! but b4 that went to twin house for a swim hehe. suppose go gym but she didnt have the courage to workout there. she prefered swimming haha. then was late larh for my lesson. by ten minutes. hehs. then ended and received lots of calls fr SYL, she wanted to date me out so did JULIE. sexy rgt. but san asked first cant be unfair.... then went with her. we took neos! =D scanned them liao. had 10 cheez balls! for dinner. then we cried a total of 2 tyms. she cried once and so i did. THE CHILLI WAS TOO HOT! hot hot hot. but i was luckier i had water the first rnd[5 cheez balls each] wen she didn't cried thou she almost teared. then 2nd round[another 5 each] i didn't put alot chilli i even replace with ketchup hehe. didn't cry. SHE CRIED! haha. i bgt drink the 1st rnd. but she din't the 2nd rnd. we were broke. haha. she went home with a hot tongue. haha. my drink was from cine, cheers. oh ya met franchesca, ateeqah and other theresians while gg for first rnd too. haha. if im not wrong the others are... i dno but her fs was once or maybe still "predator" then i forgot the others liao. hehe. we went to search for bags... I LOVE PAUL FRANK! I WANT THEM! ON MY BED, CUPBOARD, BODY! everywhere! love the shirts, bags, wallets, belts and all. [x]-so irresistable. we didn't got anything as i said we were broke. hahs. sad rgt. rrrrrrrrrrgh. byes!!!
AZH at 8:51 PM
Friday, July 29, 2005
obsessions
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI JING!i dunno. probably change my blog to "obsessions" hehe. inspirations here. mwahaha. ohh hoo! have been addicted to One, Two Step. let me see you 1,2 step. =D yup yup. skool today. didn't wear skorts although i cud..... it was a purpose with a reason. Not liking is one of the reason hehe. there's another =D shhh. to be kept to myself. hahahaha yj. ^^ V. terrible incorrigible started the bright day waking up late. stupid rgt wake up for skul. RAHHH! feel murderous ROARRR!!! hahaha. crap. true crap. then then then. maths. rrrgh rrrgh. have to take maths test during recess cuz i missed it. and its with.... with.... HER! of all people... HER! not bcuz i like her or wad. is wo bu xi huan da can! rrrrrrrrrrahh! then had to leave peanut shahilia, Cashew nut marcella and YiJing walnut. hahaha. Yi Jing shd be great at waltz to call herself that. hhaha *pretty sarcastic hah* freaky freaky was divided into grp of 4 by simmy(non-renewable source!) but luckily members are *thumbs up* =D von, annabelle, jess and me lah. then aft... i 4gt le... i tink is.... ermm.... english? yayaya. BORIING LAH! was exchanging glances with everyone i cud sitting sideways as alwaes and forever. hehe. shahilia, marcella, Kim, Jess, Lyanne and Yijing.OH! dolly also. all sit near me one. cept Yi Jing but she nuts mah. thats y. hehe. then geog.... Ms.Lee was relieving 2C were quite against it. but no choice. hahaha. as expected we were reprimanded. we made too much noises and was held back for little whiles during recess... then... RECESS! went to find ms.sim but she said i grab sth first bcuz she havent get the paper.... okay lorh... long tym since i hate the combination of Hello Panda (vanilla) and milo. ^^ once favourite... TODAY NO SEN SOH LEH! ^^ rader prd. haha. siaoo.i dunno y... maybe i like drinks that cost sixty cents. haha. sen soh and milo are sixty cents each. hehs. nuts oh ya! HELLO PANDA OSO! wooosh! haha. then went for test had to wait for a while... then do the 10 mins test. =D managed to finish bit bit lah... nv check that thorough. wo bu zhi dao. i was sitting far away from the other candidate, didn't want her to pull me in any tricks. >.<WOO!!!!! DANCE!test again. but diff stuff is the duet one. haha. ptnr = marcella! hahaha. this sounds funny "hazelnut dance with cashew nut" hahaha. sounds so nutty. nuts nuts nuts. okay okay. STOP NUTTING! okay. back to the point. :) beginning was freaky... very scary lah. then Kim shouted GO ZHI HUI! hahahaha. i just smiled at her. then i face the other 2 nuts. they were smirking. haha. then WE GOT THROUGH THE TEST! perfectly. graded A+ :) hahaha. then watched the others. shan't comment. its rude. then mars and i were doing cheerleading. haha. i dunno but i think 2C's doing cheerleading. i dunno came up with:
"LET ME HEAR YOU SAY!
S!I-N!G-A-P-O-R-E-! (x2)" then shahilia sing...
i dunno but i'm quite against the singing... weird lah. suppose to be cheer.... u understand? but still i still dunno oso. hahaha. wu suo wei la. then aft test completed (for whole class) got sumtym left. Ms. Queenie(dans instructor) tot us basics of rock and roll. can catch up lah. so did "zebra" hahaha. thats yiwen. she was wearing black and white stripes socks. haha. looking forward to nx lesson. now lit. exchange glances and on the way pass msg to shah dated her out to harbour for ice-cream =D haha. there we go again. to harbour. sigh. nutty indeed. further more we went there broke can with like a total of 14. TOTAL, not mine only. hahaha. pathetic hor. but with the help of EZ-link :) everything goes. =D .thx shah. but i owe her $. oh ya.before we go out lah.. must say forgot. had to hear a debate. motion was abt. men's capability is better than female because of their... their... their... I FORGOT LAH! haha. Theresians wud pb be the one reading. they shd noe lah. most attended. dragged school hour. ended only 40 mins aft dissmissal wah lau. boring can. i fell asleep but the audience clap until i wake up. sry. sry. i only slp 2 mins lah. haha. then went harbour then home. wah! alas. then i tried to find my POm pons... CAN'T FIND! rrrrgh. nvm can get new one =D then the day just went pass with me helping out at the kitchen. elaborate tmr...
THINGS TO DO:
-SHARE EXPERIENCE ON BUS ON THE WAE HOME
-AND KITCHEN!
gtg. zai jian!
AZH at 8:35 PM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
YJ! EE-YER!
wee hee! tym just flies and tmr's YJ's de sheng ri. =D hehe. 14 year old leh :) hahaha. today was damn funny after school. though i made a fool out of myself. my blurness kills too. haha. lets str fr the beginning of the day. hehs. so it goes this way. lessons. boring but not P.E. hehs. YJ PONNED! KIM PONNED! CHARLENE PONNED! rrrggh. wanted to. haha. so lonely can. but got marianne and marcella... haha. "M"s are so close to me. haha. we were trying to solve cheerlead problems which turn out to be a waste effort to the drain. we mistook this competition as cheerleading idiot. and the pb's of having lack of members... rgt... nt anymore aft ol discussions... it is cheerleading... no music but cheering with cheerleading like u pose and u shout... EEYER! ABOUT SINGAPORE LEH! I NOT THAT PATRIOTIC CAN. 4 MINUTES LEH! wo di tian ah. haha. [woo! my brother looks so adult-ish when he sits at the table and opens his letter. OOo.] hahathen those who ponned were gossiping hehes. then recess. haha. had SEN SOH! had 2 hehs. sry i cant stop my addiction. addictions are unstoppable. u noe. hehs. then lessons again. very fun... HOR. rrrrrgh. school over. as said YJ's bdae tmr. we must now pay for the aimed item. hehs. when to buy it. but b4 that rgt after school end, sth comedic happened. So NUTS [conclusive of Shah, me, YJ and Mars] Charlene and Kim were visiting lockers. NUTS cept YJ were discussing abt YJ's bdae prezzie. haha. YJ found out we were getting wallet of her... I WAS SCREAMING AT MARS AND SHAH. i tot they were talking so loud YJ knew that we were getting her a wallet.YJ to me: We seriously getting same wallet for the clique?
then Zhi Hui goes screaming like a nut hell.
then YJ contd: u posted it in ur blog. i read it wad.
WAH LAU. DAMN EMBARASSED CAN! hahaha. i chidded myself and my pitch was high. wakakakakakaka. my pitch seldom go high it only does at extreme moments. hahaha. everybody was laughing at me. i was apologising.. RAHHH! SO ASHAMED OF MSELF! hahahaha. still, SORRY SHAH AND MARS! haha. in any case they don't intend to read they see this special words. haha. ain't i smart. mwahahaha. rgt. wadeva. so Mars has guitar rehearsal with Charlene. so she cudn't go with shah and I. it was down to the two of us to the harbour! took a lift by YJ's father. hahaha. thankew uncle. Shah was so scared she was preparing wad to say when she meets him.. hahahaha. she seem more scared then dating her crush out... she abit kuku one lah. i noe. in the end she never say anything. She didn't greet but when we left she got say bye to YJ and Uncle lah. haha. ate yoshi... AGAIN! shah choose one lah. oh ya. when we first entered harbour we immediately smelt a strong fragance from breadtalk. guess wad we went in for "apetizer" hahahaha shah's plan. but i was a willing party. =D got this lemon flavour bread haha. nice nice sugary. shah... got sausage bun... i find that alittle stupid two type of different sausage buns. a lil' kuku again lah. alwaes criticize shah as kuku. mwahahahahaha. then yoshi. beef bowl. then buy prezzie. then went down the macD floor there... shah wanted sundae. i dun want haha. that sissy was there again. hahaha. still rmb the waitress who gave me the most chocolate sauce was a girl wking at Tiong MacD. She was student. she understand shah's and my needs. hahaha. we snatched again for the more choco. hahaha. I GOT IT! and shah didn't have another rnd. muahahaha. i 'm plain lucky man. huahua. then we went home. got this stupid english tuition. but ended off rader well. :) aint that bad. she's beta then miss yew :) definitely.
AZH at 5:33 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
bah~ hahaha.
hehs. realise i have this bad habit of typing hahahahahahahahaha instead of just short and simple hahas. hahaha. or haha. not say bad habit or anything. just... erm... strange lah. very kuku. haiya dunno y lah. forget it. school again. terrible man. left ear hole swollen. pain pain. then whole day in school boring boring. hahahaha. [<-see that habit] first was PC had this cancer talk. eee-yer i was rader disturbed. hate the contents eeyer eeyer so disgusting the cells and all. XP yuckie. {do u realise yummy is nice yucky is not nice and both starts with "yu"} then chinese. had ting xie.... took quite sometym then is grp discussion thing.. RAHHH! JORAIN'S IRRITATING! she's bugging me! worse then a virus in my device everywhere i sit SHE MUST FOLLOW ME, not dolly. RAGHH! chop her up man. rrrrrgh. oh yes did i tell anyone. my clique broke liao. the UNU hehe. now in the "NUTS" named by Yi Jing but mystery whether agreed by mars and shah. hahahahaha. [that habit again!] then that was after lessons and during recess when we stick ard one another la. then after chi was science. hahaha. sat next to kim and YJ. inbetween lah. cudn't concentrate the whole tym. as loooong as i'm sitting with YJ. hahahahaha. wad more behind. hahahahahah. then. RECESS! SEN SOH ^^. and popiah hehehehehe. wanted Seaweed chicken but so fatty.... i dno lah. cuz in de end i still ate it aft skul. hahs. then lesson again. but not that bad lah. is art. and we go computing. hahaha. i very guai i dun surf illegally. hehs. the most fruitful lesson ever. then hor.... is english. ms yew went nagging then teach. WAH DARN BORING. was waiting for lesson to end. and... it ended (: LEFT WITH MATHS! like ystd, pythogoras theorem sim said suppose to have test but she denied WAH LAU! she was like scolding us can abt not paying att that she said she will give the test after the syllabus when she actually say today have. hahahaha. gud lah. nv stardie (: but even if she push it ltr i still wont stardie. so aft lesson. wah sian man got science test. happy la can sit anywhere. i sat with new clique but shah was so extra she sat behind. i was sitting next to mars and nobody nx to me. ya la a bag only. haha. then everybody attempted to cheat. me too. tan wasn't ard. just a relief whose busy. but in the end i heard wileen got caught by Karen Leong.. wah so hokkie i wasn't i was drawing my circuit which i think i noe thats why haha. but after she left railway clear everything, there comes my saviour. MY TB hahahahaha. managed to get a 3m question solved. hehs. then lunch. went lunching with new clique dolly XY mari ate fish and rice. hahaha. shah ate fish and chips and rice. big apetite rgt. hehe. dun blog liao lah. so long oredi. okie bb. but awy i got drama thats y i had lunch in skul.AZH at 9:28 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
oops.
i think my cuteness is a destroy.... haha. i was scolded not scolded but asked by SiHui to stop acting cute in class.... while i was making weird noises.... maybe i should.. but can i make weird noise? i mean its not cute... its weird... ya... i got act cute lah. i realise. one of my bad habit... hehehe... but not very often lah. *peace* oh! sry was again. hahahahaha. well, face reality man. okay.. so today was another long school day.. hahaha... first period was... maths.YUCKS! see her face... then was teaching... pythogoras theorem? check my spelling hahaha. then we are having test soon. hahahaha. Shah was complaining she said Ms.Sim's a non-renewable resource.. she gives test faster than she mark and return them.. i dunno wads her problem. shes not biased she dun give other classes papers first. but she doesn't give out papers we have done... good in a sense we dont have to show it to our parents but we want to know our marks but she never returns our test. even our homework, we do it in Maths notebook at time. because she cant finish marking our exercise book. I find her them slack for this job can. rrrrghh. then was P.E. hahahahaha. PFT start. did 39 sit-ups and sit and reach...erm... erm.... shhh... but 28cm only. hahahahaha. paiseh paiseh shy shy. kekeke. then bell rang next period but during P.E. ya rgt history repeated in no tym. i was pulled again by kim, YJ and shah like paper like that tear oso nvm. hahahaha. but not that bad. Kim couldnt pull her hand was injured left with one hand the force was lighter. hahahahaha. then YJ's taken away by Charlene and then Kim was like take to where. hahahaha. thenShah goes on crapping her usual stuffs. then mars, shah and I decided to go Harbour to "AIM" YJ's present. we said "Aim" cuz we couldnt pay yet hahaha. paiseh. neeways in any case YJ cud be reading this I shan't say wad we aimed on liao. hehehehe. but sports brand de. that's another thing sry. shd be toking abt geog now after P.E. YEA! ms. ng's away. AWAY dolley -bahhhh- was reliefing. no teaching just do summarising. damn boring Fel's was sleeping Kim wo bu zhi dao. YJ was doing her work like Wileen did and Ruey Jing I don't bother. but i think chinese homework. then... RECESS! but b4 dat go and change first lah. dun feel like slipping in the shirt cuz we weren't sweaty. =D then recess... hmmm... had rice. drank sen soh (grass jelly) addicted to it. and i forgot wad else think thats all. pretty full. then CME had sexuality education. show us boring clips. everybody was laighing at the clip of the "Teen talk" the people were farnie. and the group sitting infront of me at tyms me laughed more. shah was crapping thats y. then is chinese. hahahahaha. we were late and i think sb tud Ms.Lee we were held back becuz of the sex talk and ms. lee was like girls it is sexuality talk not sex talk then i realise the big mistake we have been saying... hahaha sex talk so disgusting.... then she introduce a tongue twister to us. hahaha. all the shi shi shi zi zi zi and si si si hahahaha. then 2 suffering periods of science with Tan Kok Heong. hahaha. luckily sit with YJ then chat not that bad. but ya la. kanna told off for cuteness by Si Hui. hehs. sry. then SCHOOL OVER! returned the class key to ms.yew, went to locker and parted from YJ to harbour! had yoshi and we were crapping. i was trying out a new dish chicken pepper thing. the chicken was damn salty the first bite but tasted rather good then ltr... lucky man. other wise ah. wo bu zhi dao liao. then we went to browse ard. we spotted this and that and we decided for this and that for YJ. then "that" was very nice. then mars and I wanted. hehehehe. so we tot maybe if we form new clique can all have same wallet. shah was okay with "that" hahahaha. the problem is clique thing Shah ain't fitting well in the clique neither am I and YJ not bcuz of dolly though. then shah was like we can merge hahaha but dump whoever hahahaha. was rather mean. hehs. cruel cruel. then after the this and that we went for.... CHOCOLATE SUNDAE! the staff was damn sissy can. crapping so ku niang. guy summore eee-yerr then as usual shah and i nv fail to ask for extra choco sauce and he tot of charging us. but the senior say don't need. hahaha. but then the chocolate wasnt alot either. then there's 2 cups one has more and less shah and i fought hahahahahaha.damn farnie. hahaha. we snatched the cup turned rounds and rounds WAKAKAKAKAKAKA. then shahilia was mean she licked the tip of the ice cream then she won. in the endthe sissy ask. u want more chocolate izit. then i was like "YAYAYA" then he added so we fought for nth. but shah claims that hers got more choco. hahahahaha. Mars bought vanilla cone... there wasn't MacColoso dere hahaha. sry if i cant spell it its those ice-cream with choco/strawberry syrup and chocolate wafer stick of the vanilla ice cream cone that one. the newest ice-cream. hahahaha. then when we sat we gossiped about gays. hahahahaha. met so many all of a sudden. hahahhaha. we were sitting at the entrance the yellow cahirs then i was bouncing hahahaha. crap. oh ya then Mars said she wanted to go sentosa then i oso then we said lets go someday. hahahaha. to be frank having outing maybe cheaper cuz there's no shopping only food lah. hahahaha. then chat,chat,chat. laugh, laugh, laugh. go home. hahahahaha mars drop me at STC's bus stop met mr. chua [dnt] and bookshop aunt so paiseh. cuz like so stupid lah. drop off at school bus-stop not go to school but take bus alamak. then on my way home and now here i m. OH! i met andrea! she had a diff haircut dno since when looks better. hahahaha.and i dno but i felt like ive shrunk in hgt rrrrrgh.
AZH at 5:39 PM
zhi bu zhi dao
i dunno if i'm crazy or nuts I've been thinking too much... there's too much to think and i just love to think and ive got so many things that i want but i cant i want my own bikini... but i no proper body... although still can wear but EEEEEEEEEEE disgusting, bu ke xiang[di 3 sheng] xiang[di 4 sheng]..... BUT I LIKE PARAGON THAT ONE! oh zhi hui shuddup and train your bod.... hahahahaha... rubbish.... then i dunnoe y todae in skulwhile i was stoning atthe canteen I thought of being a fish..... i dunno y i think i was shaping my mouth thats wjhy.. haha pure crap man then irritating H.E. la cook wad chicken rendang and that ZHU scold me like siaOo wah lau. then keep picking on Ms. Chuas hahaha... alomst everything she also pick rahh her lah. grr. then worst she's gg on course in the coming week after of all days she have to go on course on tuesdays - friday NOT MONDAY rrrrrghhhh. still then after waz english yea last period liao.... WEEEEEE! standed for the first few mins. hahahaha.needless to sae yew was nagging like sum grandma again. then she started teaching hahahahahaha. then announcement came slow man she but SKUL'S OVER! but i'm home... sigh... hopefully gg out again on thurs wiv mars and shah. get sth...... hehehehehe... oh ya i'm having my period and i tot i forgot to wear pad panicked like hell for nth. alamak... okay sry that was obscene sounding.."NI ZHI BU ZHI DAO!"
"zhi dao shen mo?"
"NI BU YAO WEN WO! WO BU ZHI DAO!"
AZH at 7:05 AM
Friday, July 22, 2005
OOH!!! I LOVE FBTs! THEY ARE THE FREAKING BULLSHIT TERRORIST! sound so much like me.... ive been chanting this days "I wanna grow up as a terrorist and bomb Elangovan's house down" hahahahahaha. don't have to say its because of the dance >.<>hahahhaha. that's pressure. truly pressure... neeways... i dunno wad shape to make! i wanna make heart. but it's special....it means love! CAN! FRIENDSHIP LOVE! but its too boring larh.... haiyo haiyo haiyo..... i want do alphabets again hahahahahha...... shuddup zhi hui! okay gotta go!
bakery! oh bakery!
lalalalalalalalala
AZH at 11:05 AM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
dissapointed.
all the practices we had when down to the drain... nad the moemories were unforgettable but over..... i want so much... for us to win.. rgggggh i hope 2C can specialise at something we never, never have much achievments before. i dunno why. but the class.... i dunno. it seems so wrong... but nevermind it's not that bad larh. hahahahaha. 2C rawks! kekekeke... i noe we may lose... first we took too much tym, we had errs in the dance, we were not racial harmonious enough.... blah blah blah.... BUT ELANGOVAN WAS THE ONE JUDGING! hey! that's unfair to us dancers too. raaaaahh!!!! then lessons were moody.... PH! ibrought my cookies :) they finished on my way down to recess. i skipped maths test and i dunno wads happening... hahahahaha. very slack now larh... just came home and had a bath. i was drenched... cause i played in the rain... hahahaha... sadly alone though.... wish there's someone to play with me. then we fall sick together and then we will call each other and laugh. hahahahahaha.... doubts that that day will happen but if it does i wish for rainy seasons.AZH at 6:45 AM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
haha
not suppose to be blogging here rightfully... maybe yes i shd bcuz i shd rush my theory hmk rightfully.. but its undone now... so far... so i dunno shd i or not be blogging here. but an excuse, since i have started why not just go on. hahahaha. THERE I AM! TYPING FAST FINGERS RUNNING! FROM LEFT TO RIGHT! RIGHT TO LEFT!hahaha. seems that I'm high... i dunno... muahahahahahahaha.. nutty.. well neeways, today was cheerleading performance liao lorh.... screwed it up the seniors were too fast to ketchup with... hahaha. sort of missed like 1/2 of the 8 beats which is 4 beats larh. mr.francis said i weren't the only one... phew its lucky. but still we are not scolded BUT WAT WUD THE AUDIENCES THINK! rrrrrrrrah! ya alot ppl dere. i was tud andrea was cuming... but i was too busy to find her nor spot her. hehehe. so i didn't see her.. rah! feel so slackish BYE LARH!AZH at 3:09 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
woo-hoo!
FEEL LIKE SHOUTING WEE!okay. lame. wahaha! this few days very busy larh. busy busy... everyday stay back. monday-dance competition, tuesday-cheerleading and dance competition, wednesday-cheerleading, thursday-dance competition, friday-cheerleading, saturday-cheerleading. that's that! can cope hehs. i like the skipping of lessons. i'd love to tell the teachers i can't complete my work cuz i'm too tired. muahahahahaha. lame zhi hui. not all teachers are nice. oh ya today. though cheerleading wasn't very nice, bcuz of peixuan, i didn't like her. but she made me learn sth. she said she was fat. then i sarcastically say "i look thinner?" she was like. "fatter" somehow i dun understand i dun feel sad or affected when i admit myself but when i was called i wud fume.... PEOPLE? WHY! hahaha. then i realise i shd realli jump big tyms be sum1 gud attitude-wise. i ain't god-believer but i was told many tyms "God is fair" [though the world ain't] so i tot if i ain't that presentable physical-wise. y not change on my attitude? YES! that's it! :) *smirks. i've grown. -maturified proofed... but will i keep to my standard of improving my character. i dunno... i hope u wud help me
AZH at 1:27 AM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
A day to be remembered
hahs. today... 1st July... SYF performance for the school. though rather upset abt Bronze result... but nth can b done even if i die. hahaha. all we have to do, try my best the nexttym. help out in the backstage or something... i dunno.. I guess from the performance it was cool man. I learnt that only theresians get jokes theresians crack. stupig.. somehow i dunno why compared to the SYF day the audience was silence... it's not that there's only the judges that's y maybe we didn't hear them.. there were audiences, performers of other school. and they were like bloody hell cold. I tot our jokes were difficult to catch.. still.. a day to remember. today, I feel more satisfied with what i contributed in the play.. though my role ain't some major be nor a comedic character. Though i did put my best in both days today and SYF i'm more satisfied today leh.. i felt i was more... expressionful... i dunno how to say lah... well... good for ELDDS many loved our production.. hahaha. oh yea.. although they won't read this i must say. Pa, Ma, thanks for coming to support me. =D hehehehe. yea. we had a short snack ltr. together with the councilors and performers. wooosh! the food finished quite fast. heh. Satay and I forgot wad its called already must ask edlyn. but its the like "xiao long pao" thing the shape small small then the skin white and can c thru one.. just that inside no gravy only prawns. hhehehehe.. hearty snack.. all were glad for the grt comments. OH! AND MRS.CHAN CAME! she turned fair-rer. hahaha. and she's pregnant. wah. i think she change school got more tym. hahaha. awys. the tym after wasnt that good. when i went out with my mother i somehow felt that I couldn't cry. I couldn't it was too difficult for me to. I'm not strong, I'm weak. I wanna cry, I can't. I can't because everything just happens at the wrong tym. yes.when i get angry i can cry. Im petty. I know. esp with my mother i'm burning all tyms. but everytym i argue with them i go weak. i want to cry i can't i need someone to give me the courage to cry. I can't cry.AZH at 11:47 AM